Well, it’s been another year of being self-employed. What have I learnt? Quite a bit, actually.

Let’s be honest — I haven’t made much money. I’ve struggled these last few years. But I’ve also had a fantastic two years of being off benefits, and in that time, I’ve helped so many people get into comedy — I’ve honestly lost count.

And I know what you’re thinking — “Wow, you’ve helped them? But how?” Well, it’s simple: I listen. I encourage people to push themselves as far as they want to go.

Blue Badge Bunch is slowly getting recognition across England, and hopefully we’ll bring you more shows — both family-friendly ones and some corporate gigs. So stay tuned for that.

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What I’ve Learnt

If there’s one thing I can tell you all, it’s this: never give up.

I know it’s hard waking up some mornings, knowing you haven’t made much money that month. But remember — we’re in the arts industry. And what I’ve learnt over the past six years is that it’s not a quick way to make money.

You have to do the free gigs to get the paid ones. You have to go to festivals to find your path. You have to show up at open mic nights to prove you can do anything.

It’s up and down — but I’m happiest when I’m helping others. Helping other disabled people shine in comedy makes it all worthwhile.

Like my mentors at Ingenious Fools and NCF always say, “It takes a village to raise a child.” And I think that’s true for everything — you can’t be successful if you don’t let people in to help you.

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Looking Back and Forward

When I first came up to Nottingham 25 years ago, I thought I could do it all — live on my own, pay my bills, do the DIY. I couldn’t at first. And to be honest, I still struggle with managing my money.

That’s my mental health. It makes me spend when I haven’t got much — but I’m learning, slowly.

And you know what? I’m still happy. I’m still enjoying life. Here are some photos from the last year — it’s been great. I’m really looking forward to the next one.

I might have to go back on benefits for a bit, and that’s okay. Don’t be ashamed of it. Just know that one day I’ll come off them again — stronger and better for it.

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Ending on a High

To top it off, we had a great night at Disabled Cants last night. Once again, The Vat and Fiddle believed in what we’re achieving — and that’s what it’s all about.

I believe in others, and others believe in me. So don’t give up. There’s always a silver lining.